Hanging in there

I want to thank all of you who have left encouraging kind thoughts, and who are keeping us in your prayers, it really means a lot to me!! I'm hanging in there, trying to stay busy. The weekend was really hard, cried most of the weekend, however with the routine if the week, and trying to prepare as much as I can for my mom and hubby to make it easier on them; I've done better. We haven't told the kiddos yet, we are planning on doing that this weekend. We are going to tell them as little as possible, but also tell them the truth. I think hubby is going to tell them because I'm afraid I will start crying etc and that would scare them, something we don't want to do. I'm meeting with our priest on Saturday morning to get anointed, etc...
Sunday I have to start the prep for my surgery:( Starting at noon I'm only allowed clear liquids, then at 4:00 that afternoon I have to drink magnesium citrate- yuck!!!! Then starting at midnight nothing to eat or drink. Now I don't know who did the scheduling, but is like to talk to them!!! Who makes a diabetic pregnant woman go from midnight until after surgery to eat, and then schedules the surgery for 1:00 in the afternoon???? I'm going to be starving, and ready to gnaw someone's arm off! UGH!!! The surgery will take about 2 hours, and if they are able to do it laproscopically then I will be home that night. We should find out the results that day.
Right now even though I'm preparing for the surgery I'm trying to enjoy the here and now and soak up as much time as I can with my kiddos! Oh and the little one has been more active, I've been able to feel her more- my little guardian angel:)